Wednesday, November 12, 2003

Met up with my first love tonight. Haven't met him for seven years. But seeing him tonight really make me realised how things really change. Both of us have grown. Older and more mature. He's engaged now and I'm attached. Each of us leading a different path in life. He was my first love in Secondary School. I liked him for four years... and got rejected four times. He was this really cool prefect in school, who hardly talk. I used to send him letters every two days, buy gifts for him, drag him to take pictures with me in every school event. So embarassing when I recall the silly things I did last time!

Initially I was pretty nervous. Will it be weird? Will we have anything common to talk about? I wore the new dress I bought and my colleagues made me up and styled my hair. I'm not sure what I was trying to prove. Maybe just to show him what he missed? But after meeting him, it turned out okay. We spoke like old friends. I asked him whether I've changed over the years and whether I irritated the hell out of him when we were younger. I guess I just wanna asked him things which was unclear to me. Just to have a clean cut i guess.

It was great seeing him again after all these years. But I also concluded something... there's a reason why things happen. Because he rejected me, I found Dylan. Whom I'm grateful for....

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